Feb 3, 2014 | 2/03/2014 12:09:00 PM | 0comments
dear diary,
its so hard to describe my feeling right now . im missing you but i cant do anything . i will wait for you to come back to me sayang . im so sorry . im not a perfect girl .
i miss you, every minute of the day . but does it matter? i screwed up everything and you'll hate me forever, i understand why you hate me but i just can't change things i've done, i'm so sorry dear .
i know one day you'll leave me and start your new life with new person that will replace me . but please before the time has come, stay close with me . don't go :'(
you're my first . and im still learning about love sayang . please understand me . the lesson has been learn .
i dont know how to tell and show you how much i love you . you seem just like dont know that i only love you .
i know i was never good enough for you, all i ever did was hurt you . and im so very sorry that i did and didnt even realize . im sorry, i know it was all my fault . i know you have all the reasons to leave but I WISH EVERY SECOND OF EVERY MINUTE THAT YOU'LL FIND ONE REASON TO STAY .
sayang, please tell me what can i do to make it right? but plese don't let me go . i need you to stay in my life .
please . its almost more than 1 year and 12 months . so many memories that we had together sayang . i just really2 can't forget you .
i will promise you, i will wait for you sayang . no matter what i've told to anybody else , the feeling was never same when i told it to you . bcs i only love you . please trust me about this .
sincerely ,
your only sayang .
